Hate Me

I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape, to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you, will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me, just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me, it is I who wanted space

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

I'm sober now for 3 whole months
It's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so f*cking far away that I'll never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
'Till I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling, "Make it go away," just make a smile
Come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered, "How can you do this to me?"


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Oyendo de cancion en cancion en cancion, de oir cosas que pasan durante el dia me tope aqui con esto...cancion que me gusta, ¿Porque odiamos? ¿Porque sentimos? ¿Porque tomamos a pecho algunas cosas en la vida?.

Ponte a pensar ¿Que harias sin sentimientos? Si simplemente escogieras lo que quieres vivir, solo ver las flores, ver el cielo, de acuerdo...quieres ver algo malo pasar, bueno que sea porque asi lo quisistes no porque paso por si solo ¿Como seria tu vida? ¿la valoraras?

Que facil es decir Te Quiero pero ¿Sera facil sentirlo? ¿Porque no escoger de una sola vez a la persona con quien quieres estar en vez de estar tocando puerta por puerta cual te conviene?...¿Porque? Todo lo que nos rodea en nosotros es un simple ¿Porque? aun la palabra que ocupamos para preguntar "Porque" utilizas el "Porque" osea "¿Porque existe el Porque?".

Se que suena loco y hasta donde yo lo leo se ve estupido y loco, y sabes que...te apoyo la idea, y te la opoyo porque si no hubieran preguntas no seguirias leyendo esto...o ¿Me equivoco?...¿Porque relacionar el "porque" con el "amor" y el "odio"?

Practica algo...Odiar, Amar, Preguntar, relacionalos y encontraras alguna respuesta, talvez no la correcta, talvez no la incorrecta, pero si tu propia respuesta.